Over It

As most of you know, I love to bitch about my shitty parents.

I've really just had enough, they don't listen to reason and think they're the greatest thing ever and just put me down all the fucking time and I'm just done and over it.

I had the mentality of "when my parents get old I'll take care of them because they paid for my education and stuff" but FUCK THAT, they really think they can treat their kids like pieces of shit and then get rewarded for it when they get old just because they paid for education (only college nothing else).

They gave us NO LIFE SKILLS WHATSOEVER they just thought the government and the schools will handle it all. We don't know how to swim, ride a bike, drive a car or anything! I learned how to fucking cook in grade 11! Through a cooking program my school offered. At least Steve's shitty parents gave all of that to them but not our parents, I'm fucking learning how to drive like 10 years after Steve got his license.

Then my mom goes on to say "all of your cousins are better than you because they know how to do drive and do all these things and YOU DON'T" I'm like WTF, MAYBE ITS BECAUSE THEIR PARENTS LOVED THEM AND WANTED THEM TO SUCCEED IN LIFE. Seriously any time my mom had the funds to put us in a extra curricular class or program or anything that can help us boost our education or life skills she'd spend it all at the casino and my piece of shit dad didn't care he was just like "well as long as I'm feeding you, you'll be successful" What an idiot.

I feel so robbed out of my childhood and my life, all of my friends have supportive parents who pushed them into great careers and its given them great life skills and their parents supported them throughout their school careers and work lives and mine are just fucking crazy and abusive (mentally).

They're going to get the consequences of treating people like shit, their ultimate karma, loneliness but I guess they still have each other until one of them dies, I really will not ever forgive them for doing these things to me and Ashley, why should I? They''ll think they're right still because "they had us." I guess its the Asian mentality of "I had you so I'm right and you're wrong because I'm older than you" that bullshit.

I've wished death on my parents for many many years and now I just hope that it comes before I finish school so I can at least have some peace of mind instead of being a hermit at home and not talk to anyone that comes in the house.

I'm just going to try my best to graduate and get my ass out of this house for good and never see them ever again. My cousins, aunts, uncles can guilt trip me all they want about how I should take care of them because they "took care" of me and my sister but fuck that.

I am not rewarding abusers and nobody ever should if their parents treat them like shit.

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